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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

hanging on !

boo !

okaayy, it had been tough for me for these few dayys ..
i almost gt kicked out from my course ..
sick too much & skip 1 one day of tutorials with 2 different tutorials on that dayy with no MC !
stupid amaaa ....
haiyaaa .
im destroying myself i know ..
im becoming a doltish MONSTER nw .
i barely noe myself .
i gt issues .
and i've started smoking agaaain .
pffffft !
sis and zul were pissed .
BUT ! im back in school !
and im trying my best to get back on track .
and i guess im gtting e hang of it nowww ..
thaaanks to my babes toooooo ...

Might be wondering wadd happened btwn me & zulkhairi aris ........
we're fineee ..
just maybe i may nt be able to spend much tym with hym
as im trying hard to gt bck to my studies and  projects .
just wish i could do this .
~~




Tuesday, June 29, 2010

i got issues with projects !


boo !

yup , loads of projects need to be done .
this is stressing me up .
i'll be stuck with my panda eyes forever ............
okaaay so yyeaaaah ..
aniways sis been bragging me abt something and shes starting to piss me off 
 , went to e clinic e other dayy ,
e doc told me if e meds doesnt work ,
i may need to go to e hospital for a blood test ..
wadd craps ryte i know ..
im a healthy person .


okay gtg a short post for now .
its almost 10pm and im stil in school .
gt to head home ..~~

Sunday, June 13, 2010

its been 2 days .

boo ~

as you can see im stuck at home .
i donoe wadd i did for e past few days .
i spent e whole dayy eating i guess ?
ahaha ,, kaaay no , i did went to my grandma's hse .
went for jamming with my uncle and sis ,
practising for Busu's wedding .
we're better now .

mom book-ed me and sis earlier . lols .
she told us shes bringing us to escape this coming week .
she said , to relax and spent some tym with us .
im looking forward for it .
its been some tym we hadnt spent tym with each other .
(;


i noe im being such a kiddo buutttt ........
zul is coming back tomoro !
atlast . lols .
miss hym a lot nw .
yesterday ,waited for hym to online .
till arnd 1+ am  .
god i was super happy .
(;
he called me ..
just for a lil while .
im a happier person nw , really .
and i love him a lot .
nt sure why and how i can really love hym like e way i love zulfikar .
i noe its impossible at first ,
bt i guess anything can happen hah ?
:)


aniways , yanti told me this guy ATLAST
asked her to be hys gf !
 yyeaaaaaaah !
she was very happy when she told me that .
lols .
im happy for her .
bt she told me ders this girl kept texting hym  .
wouldnt want to make her think negatively ,
told her probably shes just a friend .
told her nt to rush , give hym sometym .
if really hes sincere and truthful to her and reallyy loves her
he will wait .
if he dares to hurt her , im KILLING hym !
lols .
me , ana , humaira and luqman will rescue her frm e evil ass !
amalina e HIDUNG BABI monster .
ana e ALIEN -FACED monster .
humaira e KOTAK monster .
aaanddd ....
luqman e KUDE LAUT HAIRY monster !


btw , bazlee apologised . lols . he did nth wrong . silly guy .
confused . we barely talk with each other nw . nt sure why .
;) tc baz .




Friday, June 11, 2010

byeee .

boo ~

its 4+ am . im stil wide awake .
i want to stay awake .
zul is going KL later . arnd 5 in e morning i think .
for 3 days .
-.-
gonna miss hym a lot  .

went to e concert with hym just nw at RP , reached home arnd 12 plus . 
thankgod dad was nt arnd .  
e concert was fun  . (;
zul's brother dint go .
his daughter was great .
he should be so proud .
chinese orchestra performance , playing cello .
zul was laughing ol e wayy .
ahaha . bt it was very good .
den they have band , dance and ol sorts of performances .
Tabitha performed = -.-
love her voice , just nt a big fan of hers .
dint managed to take pics laaa . my phone camera quality is pretty bad .
zul's phone just went dead when we reached woodlands . 

kaaay ... so i dint gt my coffee bean job i guess ? 
hopefully i gt e job   . 
my batt was flat frm morning till arnd afternoon .
it was off .
damn laa .
);
very sad .









Monday, June 7, 2010

GLEE !


I LOVE GLEE !
must watch bby .
wednesday !

this is scaaaary .


Humaira is very mean .
Thks for this !
i was screaming like hell .
XD

Sunday, June 6, 2010

???????

The more happiness we bring to others , the happier we ourselves become .
The purpose of life is to become happy . The purpose of life is to challenge and triumph over the darkness of misery .
~~

web-cam-ed !

boo~

its 3o'oclock in morning , i cant sleep .
zul is angry at me i think .
-.-
haiyaaaa .
hes jealous .
ahaha
ME KUNGA CHITEH .
planning to stay awake till arnd 6+ wen he wakes up , to sayy sorry .
ahaha .

aniways , web-cam-ed ol e wayy todaayy .
onlyy zair , adli and humaira vid call .
anaaa went offline when humaira and i patheticly waited for her to join us in oovoo .
pfft . -.- ana , meet me at mushroom okaay .you know i know ah .
im bringing my gaang along ah . that includes OLIVE . ahaha .
wanted to web-cam-ed with iqah .
she rejected it .
);
bz i guess .
it okaaay .

okay , so ,
its e 1st week of my hols !
yyeah2 .
loads of plans .
BBQ with my mom's side family ,
going sentosa with short(Iqah, you can ?) ,
 blood donation with burp2 ,
going out with Faz ,
picnic with danial and ol ,
going out with my TPs' babes and dude(i dint reply luqman. sorry dude. purposely. hehe) , 
4E9's outing ,
picnic and tawning with zul ?
i think dats it .
nt sure if i have e tym .

anxiously waiting for
 dis fri , meeting zul's brother .
-.- kaay , im nervous . -.-
going to watch his brother's daughter performance at her school .
super CUTE .
^.^
looking forward .

dad and i work-ed things out .
we're okay now .
afterall he is my dad .
why not i organise something for us .
NIGHT SAFARI !
i gt discount tix from HSA .
leeeeeeeets go . telling sis abt it wen she wakes up .
zZzZzZzZzZ
~~





Saturday, June 5, 2010

lyfe is pissing me off .

boo ~

im nt sure if i should be feeling mad or downcast about it .
i gt nagged , blamed .
im not sure wadd i did that my parents treat me this wayy .

dad :
hes been such a nagger and unreasonable .
just todayy ,
tantrums .
i got plans with iqah today .
thks to hym , decided not to go .
yesterday ,
he was shouting on the phone scolding me and talking craps .
just bcause i was late to help hym on something .
i have assignment to be done on that particular dayy .
i tried my best to rush .
i gt so pissed off .
he tasked me to help hym ,last minute stuffs, hw am i supposed to know and manage my time ?
-_-
i felt bad .
i run ol e way frm home to e bloody place .
on tym , i was lucky .

mom :
i dont want to elaborate .
loads of stuffs with mom that i think i must find ways to work things out with her . 

holidays ? i rather go to school . 

~~




Friday, June 4, 2010

considering ...............

boo ~

hmm .. theres a few odd and random things i've planned to do during e holidays .


1 :

urrrmmmm ...
as you can see ...
im considering smoking agaaain .
i donoe wadds gt into me ..
bt really im craving for it .
i mean like really , if you noe how to control its okaay .
-.-
but im still CONSIDERING tho .
zul will kill me .

2:

i was thinking of gtting Humaira's kind of fringe . XD

3:

get myself a few more jobs .
before i start schooling again . 

 4:



extremely odd and random surprises for zul . ;)

5:


listen  and check out House and techno remix kind of songs .
thks to Luqman im addicted to it .
-_-

for now thats it .... more soon . lols .
probably a tattoo ??
NO . ahaha . dat will nvr happen in my life .
im stil sane . 
~~ 

Thursday, June 3, 2010

CRAIG MABBIT !


I LOVE HYM :

vengeance .


i just love hys uniform and hym . lols .

boo ~


heyy im currently doing my academic writing .
i give up .
i'll just do it .
die2 must finish it by today .
tmr dateline .
stupid ass . -_-

just gt to noe hys att nw .
finally , e truth frm hym . 
i nvr lie to you .
you nvr asked abt hym either and ur "we can stil be friends" , craps . 
and dont try to hide things from me , i know u tooo well . 
i know when u're changing . 
manipulating stories right from e beginning .
im nt stupid either .
 i really love zul .
u love her i guess ?
if u still want to act like an ego freak kind of guy ,
suits yourself .

GERONTOLOGY : Alzheimer disease . wipe out ol my memories .

Dementia ??

~~~